When your heart is polluted by haste of thoughts and you have no one near by to pour your thoughts, here i come to make friend with blog again. 

Smoky heart and a blank mind is all i have...........

picture of om bha nye, tashiyangtse

discovering myself

i am not how you see me as. i am complicated. its hard for me to understand myself. i am scared of no one but myself the most.

Dear mom



Mom…

Mom you have gifted me a gift who can never ever gift me in my entire life.

It is very precious and I will take care of it. I am sure it was very painful for you. Holding on to it you have gave it to me.

Mom I must have made you worry most of the time. I must have made you go hungry at times. I must have gave you sleepless nights, yet it was out of innocence.

It is now that I realise all your scolding was your love and care. If you were acting kind and pampered me I would have not known the reality of the world.

Thank you dear mom for giving me this gift of LIFE. I can never repay you, yet let me love you to the fullest.

Love you mom..

blank

blank mind,back to college
just worries and fears

 Who am I? What am I doing here? Where am I heading for?

Bhutan is a country where human welfare is deeply placed above all else. Thrived under the visionary and benevolent rulers of the monarchy, the country is known for its Gross National Happiness.

Many of us, we respond to the question with only one motive. We are literally what we actually think, and our character being the complete sum of all our thoughts. We become what we think. For instance, if we ask a kindergarten kids, ‘who are you?’ they would proudly say ‘I am  Sonam,’ or something else. But if we think profoundly, we are more than just the thing we think of. In case of me, I am the savior of the world, I am future leader, future philosopher, administrator, educated farmer, movie star, athletes, politician, warrior, reporter, educator and so on. I am just a great responsibility holder.

In this era, all Bhutanese citizens must realize that what an essential role each one of us have to render in shaping our petite country. It is our  duty to ensure that citizens from all walks of life are never afraid to voice their views and opinions, so is my purpose of being here. I am here to hold the power with empathy and sympathy to shape the perceptions and minds of our genuine citizens.

“Destiny of our country lies in the hands of our younger generation” ( His Majesty Jigme Singye Wangchuck, 1993).  I as the leader of the future, I could find in His Majesty’s reign the inspiration, motivation and example for our own road ahead. My responsibilities will always be first and foremost, to generate nurture the peace and the tranquility of our nation.

Colleges and universities are not just degree factories, producing employable graduates, but for the sake of knowledge, as well as life and business skills. The very purpose of my being here is not just for holding the degree certificate but to aspire myself to become leader within, in our schools, communities and in government so that I can be the change I wish to see.

A great deal about the future is awaiting us, so my simple instinct in serving my country by being a good human being, to learn how to become empathetic to the needs of the people, to embody the promises of future prosperity, to retain and nurture good values and its humanity, to become conscious and wielder citizen of my mental powers, to depart from enervating, indecision, unmanly and irresolute habits and to serve the Tsa Wa Sum with sincerity is my soul purpose of being here and doing in this college.

The law of harvest is to reap more than what is sown. If we sow an act, we will  reap a habit. If we sow a habit, we will reap a character. If we sow a character, we will reap a destiny. It is always factual that if we cultivate the habit of industriousness, punctuality, sociability, honesty, integrity, unity, and dignity of labour, it will lead us to the destiny we dream for so long. Our hard work will always be rewarded with the pace of the time. Serving the Tsa-Wa Sum, bearing the entrusted responsibility with equity, justice, and humanity and to do study hard to make my good career are what and where I am heading for.

{The dream}

{The dream}

How dare was I to date with the dream

Rocked for the taste of salty sweet cream

Gone was date with dream, gone too far

A bow shall now never bring them near

Tapped was I into your imaginary flow

Shrew was you yet amazing with adoring glow

Full was I, the dumb parrot with unseen stare

Seeking to see and hear through dreamy atmosphere

Happy was I shackled with your fleeting wonder

Clever were you I could now vividly remember

Glad was my heart although wept were my eyes

Unseen wool hanged over to blind your lies

Traveled was I the solitary and lonely figure

Steer was you with umbrageous far-sight nature

Stared was I the cloudy minded little spot

Thank you dear dream for your fleeting tote

Monmoti Subba

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